The 19 days that passed were the most beautiful days of my life. The thought that these days will end soon makes me feel something strange. It is neither sadness nor fear of doing nothing afterwards as I do have a daytime job. I just feel that I will lose something beautiful in my life that I have not had enough of, yet. And I still want more.
Five months ago. I participated in a training course where the trainer asked us if we found what we wanted in life. For example, have the majors we picked in college helped us reach our goals and ambitions? Have I reached what I wanted to reach? I said no at the time. I studied various disciplines and worked in many fields, but I never felt true joy. These 19 days gave me what I have always wanted. I am here, writing, reading and drawing. I am not doing economics or graphics design. I do not own a trading company, but I am here where I feel genuine joy. Despite my long work hours that do not always allow me to write all what I have in my mind, I am trying here. With the company of all of you, I do my best everyday.
I decided to dedicate time to writing, reading and drawing. I used to draw as a child and I was quite talented. I do not know how I ended up burring this gift. I buried myself in things that I see, now, that I need to get out of towards this world of mine that I love.
This is my world. This is where I will depart to what I want. Here, I found beautiful friends and I found Sarah.